visit freerice.com!

April 25th, 2008 by kawlang-pink

yes, we are in a midst of a global food shortage, one that’s threatening to destabilize the current world order (even the IMF admits to this). unsurprisingly, the US is doubling its food aid, which well, (also unsurprisingly) ultimately benefits the US economy, as everything — from delivery to packaging, processing and the raw materials itself — must be made by US companies.

not the main point of this brief post. if you want to help out but you just cant because of some reason or the other (mine is a ton of workload. what’s yours?) you can visit freerice.com! the website donates 20 grains of rice for every correct synonym you answer. the questions are in a multiple choice format, so there’s really not much effort needed.

i know. 20 grains per word — that would take around a million or so correct answers before the donors and advertisers of the website would donate a sack of rice to Africa (only goes to show how cheap and paltry the so-called corporate social responsibility advocates can be). but, as the emperor in the movie Mulan said, "a single grain of rice can tip the scale." it’s a minuscule difference, but a difference still.

besides, for all those aptitude test-takers out there (LAE, GMAT, and what have you) you can practice your vocab via this website (and even feel good at the end of the day!)

or you can just visit it to pass time (and learn new and rather, uh, weird words). i learned that there’s another word for pimple, and guess what, it’s pustule! so yeah, i have a big pustule in my nose right now. hahaha. such bunkum (or nonsense).

freerice.com! ^^

ixara, movieholic.

January 13th, 2008 by kawlang-pink

here’s some of the movies i’d like to watch… quiapo, here i come! hahahah:

1.) atonement
– james mcavoy and keira knightley. need i say more? i should’ve stopped with just james mcavoy. haha.

2.) across the universe
– a musical with the songs from the beatles. ^^ kawaii!

3.) the other boleyn girl
– the movie stars scarlett johanssen and natalie portman and eric bana, in a movie based on a book i really really really want to read. :)

4.) juno
– a fresh take on teenage pregnancy. ^^

5.) charlie wilson’s war (i got a copy of this one already :D )
–  tom hanks and julia roberts star in a movie about how a congressman supposedly caused the downfall of the soviet union.

tagline: based on a true story. you think we can make all of this up?

6.) 27 dresses
– it’s a predictable, feel-good romantic comedy, with katherine heigl in it. and yes, sometimes, i watch movies to feel good. :P

7.) knocked up
– some give it a two thumbs up, some a two thumbs down. so i’d like to see for myself. :D

8.) the kite runner
– i’m currently reading the book. and i’d like to compare it to the movie.

9.) lust caution
– a chinese film set in world war 2, the story centers on a couple of students’ plot to assassinate a japanese collaborator in the government.

i miss UPK

November 11th, 2007 by kawlang-pink

sam, i miss our fights. and our craziness. and how we sing with careless abandon in public places, probably to the amazement of the people who see us.

daph, i miss how you organize things. how you come through despite the chaos of life and studies. and how you make us laugh with your quick wit.

jen, i miss your patience. and how you see the two sides of the coin. (i miss the delicious food your mom makes as well. haha)

abi, i miss your concern. what carlo said in the yearbook is true — you are a giver.

and stella, i miss your laugh. no one else in the world has that laugh. i miss how we can relate to each other on a lot of things.

i miss UPK.

Oryx and Crake

October 29th, 2007 by kawlang-pink

Agaw pansin ang cover ng librong Oryx and Crake: nakalarawan kasi dito ang dalawang hubad nababae na magkadaupang-palad, at sa unang tingin, hindi kamay ang maiisip mo pagnakita mo ang mga kamay nila.

Oryx_and_crake

 

marahil, ito ang dahilan kung bakit pilit sinisilip ng isang mama na nakasakay ko sa tren kung ano ang binabasa ko, at kung bakit ako napapabungisngis habang nagbabasa.

FYI mamang malisyoso, maganda ang mga satire sa kwento, at ito nakakatawa para sa kin.

hindi bago ang kwento ng libro. ang Oryx and Crake ay maaaring mabilang sa dystopia genre kung saan nilalahad ang katapusan o kinabukasan ng sangkatauhan bilang malagim at di kanais-nais.

nagbukas agad ang kwento sa dystopia: sa isang kakaibang mundo na puno ng kagubatan at mga kakaibang hayop, kung saan ang init ng araw ay nakakasunog ng balat ng tao.

gamit ang first person narrative at memory flashbacks, inilahad ni Snowman kung paano humantong ang mundo sa ganito.

 

sa mga puntong ito gumaganda ang kwento, dahil na rin sa mga kakaibang  produkto ng imahinasyon ni Margaret Atwood. Sa mundo bago ang dystopia, iba’t ibang klase ng imbensyon ang nagkalat.

 

nariyan ang mga pigoons — mga baboy na ginagamit upang gumawa ng organ parts ng mga tao. ang rakunk, ang new-age pet na pinagsama ang ka-kyutan ng racoon at ang pagka-mild mannered ng skunk. syempre wala na rin ang masangsang na amoy nito.

 

nariyan din ang nakakapangilabot na chickienobs, ang ultimate manok na walang mata, balahibo, paa at pakiramdam; ang tanging ginagawa lamang nito ay kumain at mag-prodyus ng chicken parts para sa isang fast food.

kadalasan, ang mga imbensyong ito ay base sa mga pangyayari sa kasalukuyan. Gayun din ang mga problema sa mundo bago ang dystopia. Ang pakikibaka ng mga empleyado ng Hippacupa coffee ay kalinya ng mga problema ng Nestle coffee workers sa Pinas. Halos iisa na ang tagline nila: ‘Don’t drink death’ sa Hippacupa, at ‘There’s blood in your coffee’ naman ang sa Nestle.

Sa mundo bago ang dystopia, mas pinalala ng biological warfare ang isyung pangseguridad na dulot ng nuclear warfare ngayon. Kung sa kasalukuya’y nakakainis ang pagbubukas ng mga bag bago pumasok sa isang pampublikong lugar, ano pa kaya kung kailangan mong kumuha ng security pass at magpa-scan ng retina bago makapasok sa isang compound?

Paano nga ba humantong ang mundo sa dystopia? ito ang major plot ng librong Oryx and Crake. Hindi kagulat-gulat ito. Walang bago. Pero tulad ng 1984 ni George Orwell na maaaring ituring na ka-genre ng Oryx and Crake, hindi naman ang hinaharap ang inilalarawan ng kwento, kung hindi ang kasalukuyang mundo.

Eh Ano Ngayon Kung Bakla Ka, Piolo?

August 20th, 2007 by kawlang-pink

i was lazily browsing the web when i read the poem’s title. natawa ako. na-curious. it’s too long for my taste, pero eto, basahin nyo na lang. janjararan:

Eh Ano Ngayon Kung Bakla Ka, Piolo?

Noel Sales Barcelona

(Pasintabi kay G. Pascual)

Eh ano ngayon, G. Pascual
Kung gaya rin ng tibok
Ng nilalang na nagluwal sa ‘yo
Ang tibok ng puso mo?
Dapat bang ikahiyang
Bukod sa pusong ama,
Ramdam mo rin ang
Pagiging isang ina?

Eh ano ngayon, G. Pascual,
Kung sa bawat pagpikit mo
Lalaking walang saplot
Ang siyang nagduduyan sa iyo
At katulad mo ring Adan
Ang pinapangarap mong
Sa iyo ay magmahal?
Natatakot ka rin ba
Sa anino ng Sodoma at Gomora,
Ng mga haliging asin,
Ng mga granizong mula sa kalangitang
Susupok sa iyong kaluluwang
Sa tingin nila ay makasalanan?

Eh ano ngayon, G. Pascual
Kung sa bawat gabi
Kaniig mo ang kapwa mo
May tunod, katulad mo ang
Anyo tuwing walang saplot?
Na ang nagpapainit,
Pumapaso sa dugo ay tulad mo ring
Kapag tinawag ng kalikasa’y
Hindi makaupo? Hindi maipit
Nang husto ang dalawang hita.

Eh ano ngayon, G. Pascual?
Eh ano ngayon, kung ikaw
Ay si Adang may pusong Eva?
Eh ano ngayon kung ipinanganak kang
May hibo ng pagnanasa
Sa may kapangyarihan ding
Baliwin ang mga anak ni Eva?
Huwag mong ikahiya,
Kung totoo man

Ang katauhang kinandili rin naman
Nang ganoong katagal
Sa anino ng malalamig na gabi
Sa tuwing nagtatago ang
Buwan sa likod ng mga ulap
At ang bituin, halos sumilip
Lamang sa tabing ng mga alapaap
Sapagkat ang puso’t kaluluwa’y
Napalalaya ng katotohanan…

(Walang halong panunukso…
Kung tunay man, G. Pascual…
Kung tunay man, G. Pascual
Sana’y aminin sa sarili.
Subalit sabi nga nila—
Walang ibang nakakikilala
Sa sariling anino
Kundi ang may-ari…)

from: http://www.tinig.com/eh-ano-ngayon-kung-bakla-ka-piolo/

Education in crisis: Changes at top too often

August 19th, 2007 by kawlang-pink

the article below (Education in crisis: Changes at top too often

            
            ) sounds a bit like my undergrad thesis, but mine had emphasis on classroom shortages. this one deals with textbook blunders.

*naalala ko tuloy ang hirap ng magkalkal ng theoretical and conceptual precedents sa topic ko. awww. mam tim i miss you, hehehehe. :P

    I-TEAM REPORT
Education in crisis: Changes at top too often
            
            By Beverly   T. Natividad
            Inquirer
            Last updated 04:03am (Mla time) 08/20/2007

            
            

MANILA, Philippines — Recent changes in the Cabinet have sparked speculation that a new secretary will be named to the Department of Education (DepEd), where critics say frequent leadership turnover accounts for the sad state of the country’s education system.

Over the past six years under President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo’s
administration, no one has stayed long enough at DepEd to do a thorough
job of cleaning up a veritable Aegean stables of Greek mythology.

“The DepEd needs continuing leadership,” says Corazon “Dinky”
Soliman, a former social welfare secretary who joined a mass
resignation in the Arroyo Cabinet during the “Hello Garci” controversy
in 2005.

“Whoever is at the helm will not be able to do justice to the job if he or she stays for a short time,” Soliman says.

Jesli Lapus, named education secretary in August 2006, is the fifth
person to head the DepEd since Ms Arroyo became President in 2001.

Rumors of yet another change in leadership have prompted a protest from the DepEd’s National Employees Union (NEU).

NEU president Domingo B. Alidon suspects that the continuing
controversy over error-filled textbooks and the alleged scandalous
manner some publishing houses are cornering printing contracts year in
and year out are behind the rumors.

But in fact the textbook procurement mess had been festering even before Lapus came in.

Alidon says Lapus has instituted reforms in the procurement process
and his accomplishments cannot be “overshadowed by these baseless
accusations.”

Ms Arroyo’s appointment of Director General Romulo Neri of the
National Economic and Development Authority last month as head of the Commission on Higher Education (CHEd) sparked rumors that this may lead to the appointment of an “education czar.”

Neri was ostensibly shifted to CHEd on a “special assignment” for
six months to address a so-called “jobs-skills” mismatch — a situation
where there’s a glut of 600,000 available jobs, mainly in
cyberservices, tourism and agribusiness, that over a million college
graduates cannot fill.

Also fueling speculation was a new executive order issued last
month, abolishing the National Coordinating Council for Education
(NCCE) and replacing it with a presidential assistant. NCCE is the
coordinating body for DepEd, CHEd and the Technical Education and Skills Development Authority(TESDA).

The issuance of the order further fueled speculation on the supposed
education overlord with orders to whip the system into shape to meet
the demands of globalization and address Filipinos’ generally
depressing scores in Math, Science and English proficiency tests.

Lapus dismisses rumors

In a recent interview with Philippine Daily Inquirer editors and
reporters, Lapus dismissed talk that he was on his way out and instead
discussed DepEd’s effort to update textbooks in elementary and high
schools — a process that takes place every five years.

The current cycle began in 2005 — over a year before Lapus arrived
at the DepEd — and was funded by a $200-million loan from the World Bank.
Controversies in the bidding hobbled the project, requiring judicial
intervention following protests by the losing bidders, delaying it by
one year.

Delivery of the first tranche of textbooks in Filipino in Makabayan
and Aralin Panlipunan — social studies — from Grades 1 to 5 was made
only beginning in January for use in the 2007-2008 school year.

“When I came in, I was in the hot seat immediately,” recalls Lapus. “I didn’t even know the transactions.”

Unbundling

In a major attempt to sort out the mess, Lapus announced that he had
initiated steps to “unbundle” the bidding process by holding separate
tenders for textbook content, publishing and delivery — all previously
awarded to a publishing house.

The process started in May with the next set of updated English books.

Under the Lapus plan, authors will submit teaching materials and
manuals that will undergo a four-level examination — previously two
stages — by DepEd evaluators consisting of staff and consultants.

He also plans to form an “oversight” panel, including
representatives of such elite schools as Ateneo de Manila University,
De La Salle University and the University of the Philippines, that will
put an “institutional imprimatur” on the finished product.

“We’re still sounding off people,” he says, picking brains to determine what ideas will work best.

Transparency

“We need transparency in the process,” Lapus says.

Evaluators, who approved textbooks riddled with factual and conceptual errors, will be banned from the screening mechanism.

Participants will be called to a two-day seminar to get them to know
the rules of the game and make them compete with old hands familiar
with how the system works and are at a great advantage, allowing them
to corner bids all the time.

Lapus says representatives of the World Bank will participate in the seminar.

“All bidding documents have to pass through the World Bank,” he says. Winners will get a “no-objection” letter from the agency.

“The World Bank is not going to be party to hanky-panky,” he says. “Their reputation is more important than that.”

After a textbook has been selected, it will be given a copyright
with the appropriate fees and it will be submitted to a bidding process
for publishing — the second stage in the unbundling process.

Smaller lots

To ensure participation of local printing houses, Lapus says “lots”
– books for different grades — will be broken down into small amounts
up to a maximum of P100 million.

“Bidders will have to prove capacity to print,” he says. There will
be an examination of the publishers’ track record and financial
capability.

DepEd representatives will be present at every stage of the print
runs to ensure mistakes are immediately rectified once exposed. There
will be a “sampling of production on quality,” Lapus says. “Each
production run will have to be cleared.”

In the final stage, a tender will be held for delivery of the
textbooks — to do away with a problem that on several occasions in the
recent past resulted in teaching materials rotting in DepEd warehouses
undelivered.

One participant in a recent bidding offered to publish a book at
even half its printing cost, confident that it will be as before — the
product will not be delivered anyway, particularly in conflict-torn
regions of the country, and no one will raise a stink.

National concern

Lapus says he plans to mobilize civil society, nongovernment
organizations, parents and local communities to get involved in the
delivery and monitoring of the transactions. He also says he plans to
get the leading accounting firm Sycip, Gorres & Velayo to audit the
process.

If the textbook controversy appears to be Lapus’ main preoccupation,
it is because it is now on the front burner — an issue that is central
to the systemic failure to improve the quality of Philippine education.

Lapus, in fact, has quietly addressed numerous other problems
inherent in a huge bureaucracy, such as the DepEd. He has unburdened
one person in charge of procurement and put two more officers in order
to get things moving.

He is wracking his brains trying to address the annual problems of
shortages of classrooms and schools, desks, pushing the all important
initiative to train and hire teachers.

Conscious of an alarmingly high dropout rate, Lapus is looking at
strengthening vocational and technical skills training by enlisting
1,500 technical instructors from TESDA so that high school graduates
could at least get a skills certificate that will enable them to become
apprentices in private companies.

Aptitude test

In January, Lapus initiated an aptitude examination to guide
students and parents in choosing career paths. He plans to help hammer
out legislation that will reinstitute what used to be called the
National College Entrance Examinations (NCEE) for graduating high
schools and, thus, put in place at least a semblance of a screening
mechanism.

Before the NCEE was dropped in 1992, those who aspired to become
teachers had to place among the top 30 percent in test results,
according to Lapus. “So, do you wonder now that most teachers are
taking the easy majors? They don’t have Science and Math and they
cannot speak English,” he says.

The key is to get parents to accept that a college diploma is not the end all of education.

“There’s no shame in Japan, Germany, Australia, that they have fewer
college graduates than the Philippines. We have over a million college
graduates. Nobody wants them. They don’t have the skills,” says Lapus.

‘Frontloading’

A banker with a reputation as a crisis manager, the former Tarlac
congressman is talking about getting financial institutions and
construction companies to invest in building schools and other material
needs in these facilities.

Lapus also talks of issuing “education bonds” to overseas Filipino
workers who otherwise would put in their money to such things as real
estate and condominiums since they will be investing in the future of
their country.

“Our problem is front loading,” he says, referring to the need for
financial wherewithal to meet the needs of the ever-burgeoning
population and stressing that DepEd has a “good cash flow.”

Every child born requires DepEd to prepare for tens of thousands of
classrooms every year if the government is to meet its mandate to
provide free basic education to everyone.

“We need all those classrooms now,” he says. “We need radical
solutions … If it’s business as usual, we will not catch up. There
will be casualties every year.” With reports from Tarra Quismundo, Cyril L. Bonabente, Inquirer Research

(http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/inquirerheadlines/nation/view_article.php?article_id=83560)

       
      
   
      
       
         

Eulogy for Trowa

July 2nd, 2007 by kawlang-pink

while walking on my way home, i saw a puppy which reminded me of my deceased dog trowa. the puppy looked just like my dog when he was a younger. light to medium brown fur. black snout. curled tail. and most of all, he has the same fiery attitude.

i miss my dog. i miss the way he stays up until i get home, and how he comes running to our gate when i get there. i miss how he used to stare at me and -though it may not be possible- make me feel he understands. i miss his bark. he would bark at and bite almost anyone that comes near him and our house, but never me. i come and i go, but he always remembers.

my dog died last may. but i didn’t immediately felt the impact of his death. it seeped through me, little by little, every time i come home and our other dog chacha doesn’t seem to mind me. when i wouldn’t have to make sure that he doesn’t follow me out of the gate. how i used to hate it when he goes out of our house and picks a fight with the other village dogs! he used to go home beaten with wounds, but that never showed in his bark. for our tiny dog had the bark of a Big Dog, probably the way his Dog Soul is Big and Proud and can Never Truly Be Beaten.

this entry is for trowa. fierce, loyal, brave trowa –one of the best dogs we would ever have. thank you.

I am Vertical

June 29th, 2007 by kawlang-pink

I Am Vertical

But I would rather be horizontal.

I am not a tree with my root in the soil

Sucking up minerals and motherly love

So that each March I may gleam into leaf,

Nor am I the beauty of a garden bed

Attracting my share of Ahs and spectacularly painted,

Unknowing I must soon unpetal.

Compared with me, a tree is immortal

And a flower-head not tall, but more startling,

And I want the one’s longevity and the other’s daring.

Tonight, in the infinitesimallight of the stars,

The trees and the flowers have been strewing their cool odors.

I walk among them, but none of them are noticing.

Sometimes I think that when I am sleeping

I must most perfectly resemble them–

Thoughts gone dim.

It is more natural to me, lying down.

Then the  sky and I are in open conversation,

And I shall be useful when I lie down finally:

Then the trees may touch me for once, and the flowers have time for me.

–Sylvia Plath

Sylvia Plath’s “Mirror”

June 29th, 2007 by kawlang-pink

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.

What ever you see I swallow immediately

Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.

I am not cruel, only truthful—

The eye of a little god, four-cornered.

Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.

It is pink, with speckles.  I have looked at it so long

I think it is a part of my heart.  But it flickers.

Faces and darkness separate us over and over.

Now I am a lake.  A woman bends over me,

Searching my reaches for what she really is.

Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.

I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.

She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.

I am important to her.  She comes and goes.

Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.

In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman

Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

– Sylvia Plath

decisions, decisions…

June 20th, 2007 by kawlang-pink

lately, i’ve been wondering what a 40-year-old me would say to the
20-year-old me that’s faced with so many decisions right now. would she
approve of the things i’ve been deciding on, or would she had wanted it
another way? but then again, would i even reach 40?  >:-)