LIPUNAN

<p>there are things i know i HAVE to do because i know it will lead to the things i want <br>

there are things i know i HAVE to do because it comes with the things i want <br>

and then there are things i know i HAVE to do because i know i should do it, but not necessarily because the ends is what i want — i just have to.</p>

<p>in the same way that</p>

<p>there are things i shouldn’t do, even if i want to right now — because of the consequences it has on the people around me, and to the life i lead and shall lead.<br>

and then there are things i don’t know what to do about. just things. and i tell myself everything in this life is intended to change, and that this too shall pass<br>

this too shall pass — there are things i can’t wait to get over and done with, and then there are things i wish would have lasted forever. <br>

forever. it does not concern the concept of time passing or not passing — it’s a feeling, a lasting feeling (that ends and starts and ends again).<br>

<p>but this time, i know that there are things i can’t just allow to end, but have to end. in the same way that there are things i can’t just wait to start, but have to start.</p>

<p>like growing up, and being the person i know i want to be. </p>

<p>*pardon the random blurbs — but in the endless pursuit of features writing for cohesiveness — arbitrariness is a welcome break. </p>

dapat talaga gumagawa na ako ng "homecoming paper" / "welcome back paper" para kay bobby. kaso sa buong araw na nakikipagtitigan ako sa mga readings needed for the paper, chapter 1 palang natatapos ko. hay nako. kahit saang perspektibo mo talaga tingnan, biktima ng kasaysayan ang pinas. <buntong hininga>

kaya’t nagmidnight snack ako kanina <huwaahhh, kaya ka namimilog ixara> at pagbukas ko ng tv, dyaran! kauumpisa pa lang ng eternal sunshine… medyo magulo sa umpisa, and you have to have the patience to watch the first parts… pero i think sinadya nilang paguluhin. i liked the part where pagtingin ni jim carrey kay kate winslet biglang nabura na yung mukha niya. *freaky*.

o well. balon. balik sa mundong masalimuot at nakakapika; at bo-ring.